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if bears were friends with ducks

by holden

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1.
alaska 01:54
never been to alaska but i love to wear your hat and your hair is really soft and thank you for the cigarette and i hope i didn't bother you for making you stay up on coup to see the sun rise
2.
ouroboros 02:28
yellow words appear under you imitating what you say white walls white corridors your voice fades into the soundscape a different language is spoken but facial expressions are all the same lying naked and waiting listening to a song that comes from a radio in a world made of pixels the same stories repeat themselves over and over again are you not tired of them?
3.
tired eyes bright screens a tight jaw lingers throughout the day as feelings of anxiety permeate through my body i create resistance toward this moment again the light brightens on my device i scroll my thumb muscles get a work out distant hum of something sounds like a motorcycle are you playing a game again? too much noise too much activity but still bored all there is is sugar in my fridge, my body old movies play no longer as exciting as they used to be looking for new ways to entertain myself/ ignore the anxiety? this is just what we all do too much noise too much activity but still bored
4.
dumb 1 02:38
i need you to see what you meant to me i still cry over you my heart has broken in two but i need to move on because you did me wrong leave with no resentments over you because of the dent that i felt inside when you did not care as much as i but maybe i just need to chill out im sorry that i cared too much about (you) i still remember when you came to my bed (room) and told me my body was not mine im dumb for believing you that time
5.
hemp milk 01:38
6.
lightbulb 02:59
as a light i don't give off much but a chain hangs around my neck keeping me in place what is my place? and why must i be kept there if my light is not as bright as you need it to be?
7.
i love you and i miss you but this space is for the best tryna getchu out of my head can't get this pain off my chest it's so cold in this room without you every time i look into your eyes i know i'll be alright cause i receive what you give to me it's all love, it's all light

about

"i came to the mountains
to avoid hearing
the sound of waves.
lonesome now in another way-
wind in the pine forest"
-zen master ryokan

credits

released June 6, 2016

album art made by yaneisy reyes

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