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content disarray

from surrender by holden

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i'm in a state of content disarray
is that possible?
is it possible to be at ease when in a state of unease?

maybe i've reached a state of oneness
acceptance of this disoriented feeling that i get all too often

it's beautiful to me
it's a game
i can enjoy it
or go insane

but i get panicky
because things become not separate things
but as a whole
inside buildings i feel it all close in on me

my bed sheets merge into my skin
but this is just a visual perspective
i am only atoms anyways

maybe i'm finally starting to realize
to wake up from this concrete dream of mine
that isn't real
but what i feel
now is real
at least to me anyways

maybe i'm finally starting to realize
to wake up from this concrete dream of mine

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from surrender, released August 29, 2014

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