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"i’ve taken every part of myself
and crammed it into the niches
of strangers’ bodies
when they aren’t looking.
i want to believe this is human connection,
i want to believe our sex
could be a conversation
and we aren’t speaking a different language
for once.

it’s a terrifying cycle
of carving out moments of my flesh
and sliding them down your throat
with my tongue
while you’re preoccupied
with my organs.
the only reason i’ve ever swallowed
your unborn children
is because i needed to distract you
while you tasted the most
traumatized parts of myself.
sex is an emptying process,
but i don’t think you’re meant
to feel less whole.
that’s the difference between you and i:
i do this to resurrect the nothingness,
the purity of myself before the regions
you conquered existed to my small hands.
my small hands.
my hands are still small
against you."

-megan malone

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