1. |
i'm losing it again
01:32
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my head hurts
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2. |
wait
01:40
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3. |
gray eyes
02:54
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this all encompassing melancholic mind
leave me be
everything is so gray in my eyes
i want to stuff my face in a box where i won't see anything
the dead animal on the road
why didn't i stop
why didn't i pick it up
give it a proper burial
because that's what it deserves
but no one wants to stop in the middle of the road
because we have really busy lives
very fast-paced lives
maybe if they run over me they'll stop and realize
or at least i hope
i'm not "sad"
"sad" is just invading my space right now
but this too will pass
bury me beneath the ground
that way i won't bother anyone
that way i won't bother me either
bury me beneath the ground
so that i won't be a burden
to everyone
and myself
cause i just sometimes don't really like myself
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4. |
don't fall asleep yet
01:08
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5. |
at ease
02:10
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i wouldn't mind if these mosquitoes
devoured my body
or if i got struck by lightning
your heartbeat lulls me to sleep
i've been so deprived of the flesh
my body decays but your breath
won't decay
and neither will mine
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6. |
content disarray
03:04
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i'm in a state of content disarray
is that possible?
is it possible to be at ease when in a state of unease?
maybe i've reached a state of oneness
acceptance of this disoriented feeling that i get all too often
it's beautiful to me
it's a game
i can enjoy it
or go insane
but i get panicky
because things become not separate things
but as a whole
inside buildings i feel it all close in on me
my bed sheets merge into my skin
but this is just a visual perspective
i am only atoms anyways
maybe i'm finally starting to realize
to wake up from this concrete dream of mine
that isn't real
but what i feel
now is real
at least to me anyways
maybe i'm finally starting to realize
to wake up from this concrete dream of mine
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